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Rain. Most people don't know me anymore by my real name. For well over a year now I've greeted others with this simple name. I like it, I know later on in life it'll be annoying for office work, if I get there. Only a few friends know my name and my family still calls me by my real name. I prefer my nickname, its simple and also a little mysterious. It makes a lot of sense to my personality. Anyways, thanks for hearing my senseless rambling.

Currently the demo is out for those who preordered the game. Some videos are out with the current opening cinematic. In this video, besides Ellis getting pulled away by nearly every special, I noticed that Nick looks surprisingly like Nicolas Cage. That's all I want to mention... *cough* Coach is fat *cough*

I'm signed up to what? 3? 4? community websites... and for what? To make friends with the people that threw feces at me my whole high school career? I wanted to meet new people, and every time I reach out and make new friends, they turn their "faces" away from me and never listen after a week. Maybe its just me... maybe I'm letting things get to me too easily... but then again... where did most of those friends I had go? I have those good days, but for some reason, they make me think more on what is going on in my past... why don't I just let go? I listen to so many songs, good, bad, sad, happy, evil, holy... you name it... I love music..